Satu kejadian, dan bangunan yg dibuat dari reruntuhan pun ambruk...only wish that my love will still enough to cover it...

renstra masa tua dan akhirat...

1. membersihkan diri dari segala dendam...
2. melatih ketulusan in everywhere, to everyone...
3. melatih kemandirian...
4. *lagi dipikir*

Sulitnya menhilangkan dendam..have just reallized that i've abandoned everyone who should be my precious ones just for my own family, but the one most i want to reply back is the least giving attention to me. Pathetic, isn't it? Plz, God...make me and my kids always healthy dan loosen your gift for us..eveything letting me down, i will let them be your bussiness...

plz,my stomach...i need to stay 'alive'

really miss the only one...but i can't do it...

LoL!so ironic..yg hrsnya tepat sasaran malah balik menyakiti...

fully desperate and broken heart!focus on my works..gambatte!

Well...kayaknya gak punya jaminan hari tua,nih...saat aku kenapa2,kayaknya bakal tanggung sendiri..pdhl semua dah aku kasih,Just like last month, couldn't believe he could say such thing..like thing that i have to get out of the house?!Ouch!got to learn to survive...

Zzzzzz..........

He treat me like a shit,again!just back to where i started...what can be wrong?i've done everything and this 's it what i can only get?i'm not in pain...just blank..

b-o-r-i-n-g